I first drove it at Silverstone and while it didn’t feel brilliant, I thought it might be ok. But there were no other F1 cars there. Then we went to Imola for our first race. We had these Italian sponsors and we naturally wanted to be first team onto the track for practice. But I got about 300 yards down the pit lane then the car stopped and caught fire. And it went downhill from there.
When we did manage to do some running, we found we were 10sec off even the back of the grid. We were so far off we’d agreed that I’d try driving straight across the chicane. But even that got us nowhere near.
In Austria we couldn’t get the engine started for practice. When we eventually sorted that out I found that I couldn’t get it up the hill out of the pits. The engine would just not pick up enough to get the momentum needed to get up there. So I ended up having to park it about half way up.
What time I did get on the track that season was spent mainly driving on the marbles keeping out of people’s way. There were situations where you couldn’t get out the way of a faster car in time and that caused frequent aggravation.
Things like that were embarrassing, but the thing with Toleman and the people there — especially Rory Byrne — was you knew they weren’t going to make mistakes twice. Although it was a disastrous season, it didn’t cause any real tension between us. We were very close-knit and we were all confident that for the next year we’d get it right.